As we brought out the pieces of the “Marker maker” one of the additions to the girls collection for art and craft, I looked a bit overwhelming.  My older daughter looked at me and she knew exactly what was on my mind and said “we have to build it, too bad you are not Daddy”. She was right.  There were so many pieces, where do I start? David will have figured it out immediately. Thanks to youtube, I watched a video and voilà we were making makers.

It breaks my heart knowing I can never fill that void for my children. My daughter now attributes most things that upset her to the absence of her Dad.  She cries every night, she is sensitive about most things, runs to her room at the smallest things and cries passionately for Daddy, she says she wants her old life back, I do too.