Life without David is hard. Very hard, yes we are functioning but it is difficult and it sucks.

It sucks that my daughters have to grow up without their Dad.

It sucks that my daughters have to cry about missing their Dad’s permanent absence.

It sucks that my younger daughter keeps asking for her Dad and he cannot come to her and I cannot console her.

It sucks to hear your child say “my Daddy died”.

It sucks to hear my younger daughter tell me “I want to run away to my Daddy’s house”.

It sucks that I cannot answer that why questions my older daughter wants to know.

• Why did Daddy have to get sick?
• Why did he have to die?
• Why did other Dads get sick and not die?
• Why will I never get to see him again?

It sucks that my daughter no longer has her Dad to share her dreams with and to share their “secrets”.

It sucks that we have to live without David. It sucks so badly that you are gone.

Cancer sucks!